It'll all get better in time... ...

It's a must blog day today cause of the date =p

Woke up like about 5.30am today by eason's wakeup-sms and another wakeup-call at 6am by sarah. It's another fedex day today and we gotta be at pasir panjang hub by 8am. We meet at habourfront and cabbed there which is quite an ulu place.

The people there are nice and i followed a courier who is about my height..haha.. =p We went to town area which let me discover new things as well. Sarah was not so lucky, for her 3 days, she alwayz got to the industrial area. Hope the next three days she can get a better place.

After that we had lunch at vivo and back to school with Sara, Sarah & Eason. We slept in the cab..hehe.. Sara and me was suppose back to sch to do rhino, but we ended up talking about other things and lead to the black-masking thing? sounds abit scary and this lead to the third eye thing. Heard the story from one of my friend who got it since he was born which made him so called autism. He had an accident during p5/p6 then it closed and he lead a more normal life til now. It's really quite a scary experience for him during that time being just a kid.

We were so tired and no mood in doing work anyway, also our topic dragged all the way til about 5pm and time to go home. I dozed off in bus today but i wake up just before i reach my stop but my eyes don't wanna open and i've to force abit open to see my environment. Then i sleep until 9pm when eunice called me to buy me dinner. She had reggae course which start today, taught by xuehui, but she went for holiday and someone took over her. Short hair de but its neither anan or gin, never see before de..hehe..nvm, seems quite fun. She did alot of isolations today.

I think this weekend should be a 'get a good rest' day for me and from mon onwards gotta chiong all the way for that 1 week. 20,21,22 gotta be at fedex again, so we got to finish before 20 and prepare for submission on 25 aug. Means i won't be able to see km dey al presenting their dno.

This morning when i was walking to the bus-stop, i saw so many students wearing red and i was wondering what occasion is it. After awhile then i realise that it's national day tomorrow! haha..time really fly so fast! But i don't feel any national day mood or whatever so. It's seems that each year this kinda celebration seems just like a normal day, moreover tml is saturday, ain't it just another saturday? It is for me, i don't feel anything.

Last time the whole Singapore seems to be filled with the celebration-mood. Now, there isn't much decoration or whatever so for any kind of ocassion like chinese new year. Okays. Nevermind. I just want a good rest..hehe..

Sometimes, people just put themselves in the first place and neglected other people's feelings. Sometimes it's their own fault and they kinda of blame it on you and it's really quite disappointing. I think i'm like that sometimes too? and i'll learn to change cause i know the feeling is not good.