I realised that i've been sleeping in the middle of doing my work. I was doing my work and the next moment i look at my lappy, i just wake up from a nap which i don't even actually know that i had fallen aslp. It like subconsciously doing this & that. Things around me is blur and shaky..hehe..i really need more sleep!

I was planning to take a nap after school today. I reached home about 4.30pm and my plan is ruined. My sis called to go fetch eden from his camp and go for dinner. Anyway, she treat, we had ichiban at PP. I'm feeling super tired now with nothing don't yet. i shall do some work and off to bed early today! I'll try to =)

Fedex starting 6 aug. I must rush for P6. I don't dare to go find Mr S =p

I've decided to bring cocktail on friday :)

This is how denise look like now.

I'm done with shu uemura design and next deadline is friday for soehnle. Luckily XMI postpone to next thursday. However, today got a new meeting where i & sara need to redesign 2 product and rhino the ideas out by next week. -.-

It's been like a week or so since i touch P6, i'm left with about 3 week or less. I'm getting nervous. FDA is 1 week more then P6! Fedex coming my way! I need a break! Give me kitkat..hehe..

In school just now, sara said i look like i just finish watching some korean drama, coz i look like i just cried. It cause i'm sick, blocked nose and i know its gonna lead to my coughing and my asthma is also gonna cum. So, i need to drink lots of water but then i had ice-cream just now =p

Sneeze Sneeze Sneeze.
I can't breath properly. Hopefully i'm stil well for the potluck this friday. I wanna bake brownie, but if there's no time, i duno what i should bring leh..let's see how it goes.

3 illustrator rendering!! Looks funny, don really have the mood to do it!
>.<

Sunday
Candice 21st Birthday Celebration
It's quite a successful event but some ppl just spoil the mood. Anyway, it's still fun. I'm having fun & at e same time frustrated, cause some plans just din what it's suppose to be. Candice did enjoy but she's quite disappointed that some people din turn up.

It seems like 60th birthday celebration instead? Those who came should know why..hehe.. Birthday girl collected alot of ang bao, can cover liao =p

I sum of some pictures
firstly, mother-side

secondly, dad-side

thirdly, friends
I din put my dad's & mummy's friends..haha..but gotta thk my dad's fren for helping out alot. Eden and errick also. Eden is like so funny, so nervous and spoil the plan. My mummy and candice thought he gonna propose..so funny..hehe..

I think my relatives are quite sian due to the ktv session that those people are like in their own whole and never give a thought to others. Luckily, Marissa did bring some card games to play. as for my dad-side de i keep entertaining the kids even though i'm so busy running here and there. One of my couz even like "went missing", go where nv tell us, scare me. My aunt is even more calm den me..hehe..in the end found out he went to buy things with my bro.

Lastly, thank Lang Ping for being the host during photo taking session, cause nobody can hear me, i duno why, though i think i speak quite loudly. He's funny and big big size (muscular).

After everything had a small simple drinking game session with our friends, what a game?...haha..Happy jiu hao.

Cleared everything and settled back home at about 11 plus. Though it's like 2 blocks away, we still need to drive =p

Photos on facebook already. Can go grab it :)

Monday
Dragged myself outta bed today after many callings from my mummy. Off to school and only jerms was der, a few others came ltr. Had free lunch today, cause they had meeting and got buffet. Ms Ong scope super alot for us, so funny. They were joking that if those who can eat 4 plates will get distinction for studio.

Another news for me, don't know is good or bad. I got another industrial project with my supervisor and sara will be with me. It's redesigning also, but don't know what iszit yet. Tml 9am gotta go for the meeting, hope is an easy task. I'm feeling the heavy burden over my shoulder!

I stayed in school til about 6.30/ 7pm, din go for dance, too much things to be done. Gonna rush out Shu Uemera design by tonight.

JIA YOU!
I can do it!!

Today is quite a calm day. I started out my day with doing some of the decor things for my sis. Then went over to oschool for Daniel's HH1 class at 1pm. The song and routine was the same as HH2 but a more refine one. He says he like the class cause we'r hardworking?..hehe..I find it quite good as i can actually practice once more and execute the steps abit better than the first time? or i can catch up with the beat and i even find myself abit fasta than it's suppose to be..hehe..this shows that i must listen to the music and the beat =p

2pm-3pm thought of some layout thingy for tml's decor and waited for en to come. It's grad day for locking II as well as our House I.

House was kinda draggy, due to the lack of practice and we need to build up on our basics. We had our routines and were divided into 3 groups, was kinda fun =D House II gonna be more of routines and gonna have freestyle! i'm scared, like so pai seh =p

Actually House is a nice style and it ain't so difficult if the rhythm is followed. I find that i don't get so tired easily now and won't feel breathless as i was during the first class, it was a total murder..hehe..It means that my stamina is getting better but i still must train for my NAPFA. It seems like a chore somehow..hehe..

Class ended at 4.30pm and i'm rushing home to wash up. I was supposed to go with my 2 sisters to meet my gugu, but i went over to meet my aunt, rina and the 3 guys for dinner. We dine at International Seafood, it's nice especially the Canadian Geomerch? if i never rmb wrongly. Dinner was kinda draggy as they serve the food quite slowly, but it's an enjoyable one.

I'm now back home and busy with preparations for tml. It's a long day for me and i'm feeling tired now. I planned to do some of my work but i just feel so reluctant to do any now.

Gonna finish up my things for tml and see if i can still hang in there..
TATA.

Sometimes don't take things too seriously, just let it be, if not, it'll only make you have high blood pressure. Just cool down.

My life everyday is wake up at 6.30am and sleep at about 2 or 3 am. Though sometimes i can sleep earlier but my mind just don't let me sleep. Somehow, my body system is going crazy. I can don't feel tired the whole day, probably a nap in bus on e way home helped freshen up abit.

Anyway, i woke up late today and reached school at about 10plus?? I can actually say i'm early..haha..continued editing until 4pm and had our review. It's another round of editing we need to do by next friday. XMI final also on friday. Fedex probably starting on friday too and our class POTLUCK also on that day. How can i manage myself well on that day?? Let's just see how it goes.

After review, sh, pang and me went mac for dinner. It's been awhile since we sat together for a meal and we kinda miss the old days since year 1 til now. Our plans for durians and smelly tofu ain't fufilled yet. We missed the times at my house rushing for projects and have hokkien mee near my house e hawker. And now we are talking about it being year 3 students who are gonna graduate soon. Time really flies.

After km and cy come back, it's time for sh and pang to go for their intern. It'll only be at period 4 that we can go for our breaks together.

Everything ain't e same as it used to be, being independent is what i've to learn. It's includes being able to focus on my work even it's too bored or too entertaining. As for now, the studio is super duper quite and empty, all MIA..hehe..moreover P5 ppl having their holiday, left with P6 people where only about less than half will be regulars. I'm 1 of the regulars =)

Things to focus to do on sat is relax myself by going for dance. Celebrate my bro bdae?? i duno, but then i still gonna prepare decors for my elder sis 21st birthday celebration on sundae. Her actual is on 15 aug though. 21st party are alwayz celebrated earlier. I think i should also touch on my P6 and XMI.

I must believe in myself and be like what i am during year 2 where i managed to overcome the over piling work. During those period we actually do still enjoy life and all, but now, life seems so meaningless? so boring? so lifeless? All that we do are all projects and projects, and no meet ups?? I need to get a life.

sometimes, it's just unless to say so much when people just don't listen. what's the point of wasting your salivia? just to give people some hope and encouragement... ...

Time is real tight and projects are piling up!

I was early today! I reached studio at 9am, though it's e time we need to be in studio, i'm considered super early! People start coming in only at about 10am. It's good in a way, it's quiet and i manage to do my rendering. However, i can't get what i want and i'm still on my first design, got 2 more to go! It's making me so bored somehow, who can help?

I ask someone and that someone just say abit and went off. That time still say got anything just ask and that's the respond i get. NEVERMIND >.<

Fedex project is going to start at 1st Aug. We might probably be wearing their uniform -.-

NAPFA Test is coming 14th AUG and it's compulsory for M & F! That time don't know who say female are optional..haiz..nvm..so now i think must train already. With such tight schedule, how to slot more time for that!

I'm kinda stress now, seeing the dates getting nearer, it's really frustrating when things aren't done yet. My mind is kinda blank now, can't do anything.

Someone suddenly did something which make me kinda shock. I hope it ain't what i thinking.

A junior fainted and the paramedics came. I think she over work le bah? Hope she's ok.

Today's weather was good to not wake up early for school, so i continued my sleep and was late for school. It's raining and it's kinda cold and chill, i like it. Actually i was planning not to go to school, cause it's too comfy to get outta bed. For the sick of being hardworking, i gonna wake myself up and dragged myself to school. It's also worth it lar, to be a good girl...hehe..

Anyway, it doesn't matter. There's only about 10 or less you can see in the studio? Though it's quite boring, but it makes me more focus in doing my work. I manage to outline 3 of my concepts but incomplete and brought it home to do. I haven't started rendering it yet and i'm afraid i can't get the effect that i want, also the expected. I'll try my best =D
(deadline friday before 4pm)

Lunch at North canteen and we can't really find such cheap and filling food around, even in primary schools. Sarah and me had prawn me at only $1.50! It's small bowl and big bowl is only $1.80, it's so worth it! It's nicer than South canteen noodle stall :)

For now, i've finished tracing my 3 concepts, so i wanna start on my rendering. Getting 3D effect on illustrator is quite irritating and difficult, moreover the expectation is quite high i suppose. It ain't as simple as i use to do it during IA =p

It's gonna strike 12am already, i must start my work! I'm left with about 36 hours to go or less, cause i need to sleep too..hehe..BB

Drama's getting me agitated!

Long hours of using computer is really making my eyes super tired, really bad for my eyes. My beautiful eyes turned ultra ugly since i started this course..hehe =p

Anyway, school was really boring today, it's so empty! Meiling, Pang and me went mac for lunch, i had apple pie and milo. No lemonade in school le :( ..We had quite a long chat, lots of nonsense.

My blue black on my knee is painful and my seems to be locked left hand joint is painful too >.< But my left thigh is alot better now..hehe..

So what work did i do? - I did some illustration on my weighing scale design, first concept and outlining of the design only and is yet to be finished. That's all i did plus tracing of the logo. So much time, so few ppl, yet so little done. What an unfruitful day..hehe..

Back home, slacked cause got durian to eat BUT it's not nice. Nevermind, i had banana, apple, honey dew for dinner.

En came over to my house, looked through her hard-disk for songs that's suitable for the party this coming sunday. Great songs she has, thanks girl =)

Once again my recycle bin disappear again, i think i accidentally del it..hehe..luckily i try n try and found back my bin! I asked Eason for help before i found and he told me he lost before and he reformatted his lappy, so funny..hehe..

I wanna annouced that i hate a word alot and that word is "shagg". Some classmates in studio will know why..haha...

My head is spinning now, feeling so giddy, i think i face my lappy for too long for doing other stuff rather than my sch work. It's punishing me for that!

I shall rest for while and start doing work. TATA
(i can't believe that Alfred died!?!?!) - i'm talking about a HK drama =p

Don't confine ourselves in a "box", i would rather choose a circle which can even be placed inside a "box" which is still continuous.
Actually i don't know what i'm trying to say here as i don't really know how to put my thoughts into words. But i know what i'm thinking about and that's my own point to note myself anyway.

Finally ate mac breakfast after a long while - yummy =D. Later on, worked on my P6 as i planned to do (good girl). Meet Scott after that with meiling and i finally set my mind into doing my lighting concept rather than kitchen. Time is running out as we are left with 4 weeks. I realised that my lighting concept actually got quite a number of things to consider and also rhino is my weak point, i gonna work harder. Scott was like saying my lighting idea he thought in his mind is not really what i explain, but in actual fact i know what he trying to say. Only that i din know how to explain it clearly to him., thats my weak point too.

As for XMI, though i din really consult scott about it, but he did give me some ideas to consider for my design. I hope my mind is working and thinking of the right thing.

Scott was like saying my lighting idea he thought in his mind is not really what i explain, but in actual fact i know what he trying to say. Only that i din know how to explain it clearly to him., thats my weak point too.

Today was actually a being "listener" day. I hope my dear friend can think through carefully and she must make a right decision. I have my own thought what i hope her decision would be, but it all depends on herself. Hope she feel better after talking to us. Wirawan and pang give quite good advise too, guys point of view. I'm glad that they actually agree that some guys are quite bastard..hehe..because everytime guys always side own gender.

Girls should learn to be independent and don't always depend on guys. In this century, it ain't the guys that rule, girls can too, we must be strong and never always give in. I know i haven't been in a relationship to be someone suitable to say so much, but i've always been a listener to my friends and thats my experience in knowing the stories. Being just a bystander, i can actually gain quite alot of experience and can learn alot from it too.
Phobia is the word that i can use to describe my feelings. I know there's actually good relationships going on, but i've always thought of the worst scenario, that was what i'm thought in designing and i implement it in my thoughts =p
It ain't a good point to put in so deep into a relationship, as when it falls, you really would fall very deeply especially girls. I know some guys do, but i think girls are more emotional in nature.
Saying about nature, sometimes it's the nature of a person that leads to the life that they would end up with. If your nature is bad, it may be difficult to change. If you are willing to change for the better, you ain't doing it for others but yourself.
I really hope life ain't so scary as it is in this reality. The life in the past is actually more peaceful and friendlier. I miss those innocent days.

After school meet sihui at cityhall and had dinner at LJS, i've been craving for it too =p
More advises and stories and we went for dance.
Daniel HH2 class 7pm - i like the choreo but can't really execute well in sucha a short time. I know its an excuse..hehe..will try to work harder and learn as much as i can within the time limit. Sihui is happy to see me perspire..haha..cause it's like so unusual to her. This shows that my body is starting to work as a normal person already?..hehe..it's good to perspire. I also got more advise from sihui about my P6, just gotta work harder, thks.

Helped my sis, eunice sign up for reggae that's starting on 8th aug, fri 7pm by xuehui. I don't know if i should accompany her? cause i gonna sign up for my house 2.
Anyone wanna join reggae now??..hehe..sihui can't join now cause she might be going over to china for her internship if the visa is approved.

I'm quite happy that more and more of my friends or should i say our batch yr 3 people are getting interested in joining dance!! I hope i can really bring them over to join us soon, probably next week??..hehe..means more dance khakis =D
It's good to be able to influence people around you to have the same interest, good ones and not bad ones!

KM i'm still waiting for you to join POPPING..hehe

Time really seems to be running out for me. I'm alwayz reminding myself that i need to finish up somethings by someday, yet i just slack around and delayed. That's probably the reason why i'm lack of time. Sometimes it's because the inspiration and mood ain't there yet for me to do anything.

Design is not about producing and producing the quantity, but to have the quality. I need to have the feel to do it and sketch it, thats why my brain seems to be working for almost 24hrs even when i'm sleeping. I really do dream about my projects, i can laugh at myself when i wake up. I think i'm just pressurizing myself but thats what i need to do, if not i won't be able to meet my deadlines.

Other then time, i need to be focus and motivated! Things are piling up like nobody's business, especially when Fedex Project is coming soon before i finish 'Home In Contrast'.

I'm done with drawing my 3 concepts for weighing scale, i'll scan in tml and do the illustrations. They need to be handed up by this coming thursday and garry will be calling the client over. We need to present to the client directly. SUPERB stories are needed for our inspiration to let the client be impressed with our design.

I can't think of any yet and my design is influenced by volkswagen which is also one of my favourite brand..hehe..I like two of my design out of three. Hope i am able to present it properly to the client.

Tomorrow must focus on my HIC, so that i can go find supervisor. I think i'm left with 4 weeks? XMI left with 1 or 2 weeks? FDA about 4 or 5 weeks? Seems like the schedule is quite tight, i can do it! Just need to be extra hardworking from now on but i'm quite busy with external stuff too. I need to manage my time well.

Denise please do your work and consistently!
GO GO GO =p

Thursday
Discussion on IP - deadline next thursday 3 concepts illustrated out! prepare to present it to the real client!

Dinner - western at south canteen. Mr K joined ltr on and lame around, laugh til mouth felt sour? =p

Friday
I worked! Clicking the whole day 8am to 9.30pm. What a boring day! But money's here, though not enough for me to sign up for course, at least i need not top up too much =)

Saturday
I went for Daniel's HH1 class today without company of sh or en, i'm learning to be more independent..haha...Class today was quite chill, with the chill dance and chill music. Pepper shaker?? i think if i nv remember wrongly?? and isolation was the key of the routine today. I bet i din execute it..haha..as always i suppose. PRACTICE!

House was at 3pm, so between 2-3pm i've to wait for en to come. Anyway, locking 1 friends joined me on my table. They called me the betrayer, reason is i din join locking II. It's ok..they'r just joking..hehe..Ian said he saw me dancing in the video tt daniel recorded, but he din give me any comments. I bet its quite bad for him to comment?..haha..Sometimes, it's just so demoralizing when you see ppl ard u dance so well and when seeing urself dance really can faint..hehe..time is what i need!

So it's House time at 3pm. I think Daniel must be quite disappointed that everyone doesn't seems to be practicing at home? i did but i still can't do it properly, also i actually remembered the routine that he gave last week wrongly. He said he forgotten and ask me, then i told him, he said it was somehow incomplete and weird. Because i miss out some steps..haha..sorry! My memory really cannot make it sometimes =p

I think i dance weirdly??..haha..I know that my strength also aren't there yet, can't see the force. Being a person whom alwayz being called feminine, i think it's not a good point being a dancer? I need to be MAN! I also feel that my body proportion super wrong, i seriously need to go on diet to try to cut down on the parts that i hate it to be that way. The Bs and Ts.

I think i over stretched my muscle on my left thigh. It's been painful since last week, especially when i climb up stairs and do the touch floor/swirl technique. I can't bend too, it's just painful but i endured it during dance today. I hope it'll be ok cause i applied "yoko yoko" which i don't like but is my younger sis favourite? She everytime use it..hehe..i don't think is tt useful?? nevermind, probably is e psychology part that'll do the additional part :)

After that i went PS to find eunice to shop for materials for my elder sis - candice 21st birthday decoration things. So troublesome and i can't say NO, cause it 21st birthday. I'll need help on mine too SOON!! haha..it's less than 2 yrs cause now is already july of 2008, feb of 2010 is counted near to me..hehe..

Back home i'm busy again, with my parents stuff, now then i got this "free" time to blog. But then i did enjoy youtubing just now for awhile..hehe..anyway Daniel haven't post anything yet.

Actually i've the feeling of stopping everything, simply everything thats happening, things that i'm suppose to do. Somehow i felt tired of everything, probably i've got too much commitments that i felt i can't management properly, especially at this point of time when deadlines are so near. I think confidence is also one of the point that i'm lack of, it's just so duno what i want, what i'm good at. EVERYTHING! All i can say is - time is what i really need!! >.<
Just some random ranting bah, feel abit better now.

I felt quite guilty for rejecting to meet one of my friend just now due to dance. I hope she'll feel better and again - time is what she need! Sometimes, guys just can't be trusted even when he pretend to be so strict and sticky etc.

I know that i haven't been through this before and never try. I have my reasons. Although i've alwayz been just a listener for my friends and siblings, it brings me to their scenario and i can feel it. I know there's good points, but then the sense of security ain't there.

Quote from KM - "currently bgr seems like a sort of game liao... like people be tgt just for status of being "in a relationship" like who the heck cares abt the "love" or whatever... people get attached like just want to have companion only"

i find it true, but probably not all because i've seen truely in love couples and that's what makes people envy.

Being single is also not so sad, i feel that sometimes, liking/loving someone doesn't really need to be with that person, as long as he's happy i'll feel happy too. Although it may be torturing, it's somehow worth it. Probably it's a better torture then the problems that you gonna face being in a relationship? Anyway i still wanna Bless everyone, be it being attached or single =)

It's been quite awhile since my meet up with km. She got so much things to tell me, about the happenings, I also!! hehe..She's been so busy with her attachment, but she's coming back soon!! I won't be so lonely already?..hehe..cause sihui and pang going for their IA and probably is China, SO FAR! That's why i'm happy km's coming back!! Still she's gonna do different project as me, it's ok, KOH sister is getting together again! ^^

I've been slacking for whole two days now, i think i need to do something tml. I need good advice on my decision. I'm just so afraid of making decision now that can really make an extreme difference is the choice i made is wrong!

I've a long and whininng post, gonna stop.
BB

Lunch at AMK today, finally walked outta school for lunch =p Probably next mon going Botak Jones so save up ppl =)

Back to school and saw MR BRIGHT! Happy?!?! I called him mr bright coz he always wear orange or green, bright de, but today he wore so black..hehe..nvm. Anyway, my emotion is calm and juz alil happy, i duno why. It's my first time seeing him after i came back to school, super long. Satisfied, but i'm thinking of someone else?..haha..

Trip down to tampines with pang, waited for the moove media ppl to brief us, checked our spots and off to bedok to check pangs spot and HSH.

ANYWAY! It ain sweet home today! Nobody's home means no food and i had to ease my hunger with biscuits cause nobody wants to buy for me too. Even when they are back home, no one wants to cook for me, my younger sis cook Maggie for herself, even ask me to help her open door. NEVERMIND >.<

I'm really very hungry, so i tried to cook a sunny-side up for myself. I don't know where is the frying pan, so i use a metal bowl. The outcome of the egg was quite good, taste also quite good. The only bad thing is i burnt the bowl, making my whole house smelled burnt. That's the result for not wanting to cook for me =p

I don't care!! I even got lectured by my younger brother for don't know how to cook! STUPID!! He don't want to cook for me den say so much. PIG!

I'm not happy -.-

I'm really super busy, i'm quite stress somehow cause i can't stop my mind from thinking and thinking. Though i've been doing so much thinking, i can't put them on papers, i just can't sketch them out, the feel ain't there. I'm feeling so useless sometimes.

There's so much for me to think and i felt that i somehow neglected other people's feelings. It just don't feel right. Probably i'm just being too sensitive sometimes. I don't know. I just need to get over everything quick!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINOU!

I seriously can't really concentrate on doing work until like in the night, probably like 11 plus onwards and getting sleepy at abt 2.30am, thats my limit. I need to be more hardworking, but there's temptation everywhere =p

I'm quite troubled on which concept to choose for my P6, there's 50-50 chance here and there. The words that lectures would say will be "follow your heart". This gonna be a time to take a challenge, either you win or you lose and it all depends on how you sell your product.

I think i need more confidence! We seriously need to get it done fast, especially the 6 of us attached to Fedex. Probably, we gonna start next week already?? Hope we can finish in time :D

Sometimes, it's just so contradicting!

Sometimes, it's the smallest decision that can change your life forever.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANHONG!

hope she is doing fine in either london or already back at her hometown?? i'm not sure as we ain't in contact for quite awhile, kinda miss her. it's her 21st bdae, so hope she's enjoing herself =)

Tiring day for me for sleeping at 3am and waking up at about 6.30am. Dragged myself to school. Luckily no meeting for the IP, cause nobody actually as hardworking as me..hehe =p Anyway, i also haven't finish drawing..hehe..

Sunday was a homely day for me, there's alot of reasons why i don't really like to go out on Sundays unless there's transport for me to use - of cause i'm not referring to public transport.

School was fine today and got a happy news to share, which is 6 people ain't gonna do the traditional DNO!! That's Sara, Sarah, Brenz, Eason, Bangz and me! We gonna do something related to DNO but in a more fun and interesting way, which is attached to FEDEX. The brief was quite interesting, and 6 of us were relieved to be out of the traditional DNO. THANKS =)
Probably it gonna start about 3 weeks later, which means it'll somehow clash with our P6, but its ok. In additional, after that we actually will have abit of extra more time to prepare our folio, that sounds great too.

Din go for dance today, cause i'm super tired and also my dear friend need to settle some things, hope she don't get so stressed up. Anyway, just saw the notice on the oschool board that Daniel's class was replaced by Fredy. Haven't got the chance to attend his class yet, i think he's joined quite recently, but i think he danced well too. Maybe someday will try..hehe..

My blog header was done by me, quite satisfied, but more improvement needed when i get more inspirations :)

My elder sis is busy with her 21st bdae stuff and i'm gonna be in-charge of designing some decoration stuff, making me double busy!! Also, i'm gonna be photographer of the day..bleahx.
Everyone, including her own bf was saying that he celebration ma chiam wedding..hehe..so funny lar..hehe..and it's gonna be next week!! Suddenly so fast!! Gonna get stuff next sat le..anyone willing to help??..haha..

I duno why i'm abit stressful cause i ain't doing my work!! I tot about an hour nap just now and watched "so you think you can dance" and the 9pm chl 8 volleyball show. I make use of my webcam to camwhore..hehe..
Presenting my stupid face >>>
Gotta do my work already!!
CIAO~

Sometimes, when a person ask you for help, but the person still insist on her way to do it, it really makes the helper frustrated. It's for her own good and she just don't want to listen. NEVERMIND!

Sometimes, you can put aside something to help or accompany the other person, yet the other party can only think of oneself.

Sometimes, you don't want to create any trouble, yet the other party just can't resist the temper.

Sometimes, i just don't feel like doing anything, but i can't stop myself from helping, i can't stop myself from hiding away from responsibility.

Sometimes, it's good to burst out, but it's just so being cry-baby.

Sometimes, it just so frustrating that you can't do something well and not improving.

Sometimes, people just think so highly of oneself and detest someone who he/she thinks that would try to snatch things away from him/her.

Sometimes, it's just good not to think so much...

Friday
P6 people had our mid-crit, it's not as formal and serious as i thought it to be. I din really get much comments and i'm in a lost stage now, there ain't bad comments, only that the origami concepts seems more like a dream? Let's just see how it goes next week to get a one to one review bah.

After that meiling, brenz, dale & me went to mac to have our lunch and slacked. We chatted alot about people, about the days from orientation til now and alot alot. It's funny and disappointment somehow, the happening throughout the years - memories. About 7-8 months more we gonna graduate, so near yet so far.

Saturday
Attended 1 pm Daniel's HH1 class, nice! I felt that his choreo are more explored, getting nicer and even more fun. Sihui accompanied me to wait til 3pm for my house course, thks =)
I really need more practice, especially the twisting part. I realised that i'm really easily distracted by others which makes me lost in between. My mind wil stop working for that one second when someone knock me or i knock into someone. Too many people in the class, not enough space but i'll learn to constraint the space limit. I remembered Ian once said that in Taiwan the room is super small and they habe super limited space to dance but they still can use the minimum space. Daniel taught us abit of the routine, not too bad. I think i really need to build up on the techniques that he taught..hehe..

En din come today cause she went for holiday. Enjoy girl :)

After that went over to taka to meet rina, then off to PS for movie - 10 promises to my dog. Super nice and touching, cried like duno wat..hehe..
Treasure every moment.

Anyway, i think my saving plan is like not really working. Still, i manage to save abit, maybe about less than $50..hehe..working hard on dieting, i suppose, which is a MUST do for me. I'm really getting fatter i felt with my muscles hardening too from dancing. I ain't so jelly anymore.

Recently, my mum and elder sis was like saying i look fatter too..haiz..and i agreed. I want to get back to 3 months ago..hehe..Also, everyone was like asking me "Did you cut your hair?". I really din do anything to my hair, only that it's growing and i also duno why everyday my hair just look different. That seems good in a way cause i got differernt style everyday though its only abit of difference =p

Got headaches >.<

Happy Birthday XYZ =D

It's been a busy week for me, preparing for presentation on friday which is tomorrow. I'm done for mid-crit but i still feel that there's alot that i have not done. One of it is my sketches, instead i did illustrations. I haven reach the styling part yet because i still have alot more of explorations to do. Just see how it goes tomorrow, hope it goes well.

KM and me took the same bus yet i only found out when i'm outta the bus at the bus-stop. I think she was abit shock as well..hehe..i think cause i'm slping and she's tired and we din notice each other.

I had a great laugh just know because of Wirawan with his astrology thingy. Khairul, Scott, Pang & Sara and me were the victims, but it's all so funny. Especially the description for Scott, the last sentence - "he looks ugly when he's angry". Khairul with all his crap made us laugh til my stomache..hehe..It makes me feel less stress =D

I think i din do what i've said, my origami!!
TATA

Ytd went for Daniel's HH2 instead of xuehui's HH1. Pang joined sh & me and we were a lil late. He already taught the floor work, but he's good. He teach until we get it, especially me but i still cnt do it well enough =p *guilty*

I think overall his choreo is more fresh than last time - nice! The floor work need more improvement..hehe..Daniel said that i'm like lying on the floor instead..can't stop laughing while watching the video. I need to practice more, i think my body is still quite stiff and i din put in much strength. I think i din improve or probably still the same as i just started out?? All i can say now is practice, practice, practice. The same goes to my drawings. >.<

Mid-crit this friday!! I'm scared!! It's yr 3 already and the way we have to present is different from the past yrs. Also the people who grade us are also different. I'll try my best.

Gotta thanks yude for helping me do my cs & microsoft thingy, if not i can't do my work and rush things out for my mid-crit. :)

Kambatte everyone!

HAIR FOR HOPE
YY & Rina went for it!!

My parents, my bro, eunice & me went over to aunt's place to fetch her & rino. Off to Novena Sq but they already shaved. They too 'gan jiong' le, din wait for us. Rina look so cute..haha..jx too but his is later at about 4.30pm, so we din wait for him.

YY went off and e rest of us went for lunch at Lao Beijing, super filling.

After that went over to Uncle Ivan's place to trim nicely rina's botak head. My parents send us there and send rino back home. Later on, we went over to Singapore Flyer, not to take e flyer, but to go for e fish spa. It's super itchy at first, after awhile used to it le, not that itchy le, quite "shuang". Rina can't take it, even at the smaller fish area, so she gave up after awhile. Eunice keep staying at the same fish area..hehe..can't stop laughing.

HSH

I juz realised that there's 2 person who commented on my post on 21 june & 1st july and yet i duno..haha..also..i duno who are they??? leexer and cirrus???

Anyway, tho life isn't that good for duno how long, i had fun ytd and a lil of today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI PING!(today)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY YY!(7JULY)
Today, YY 21st bdae celebration at PSA chalet, it's super big and nice. It's like really those private house and it's used by only people who work under the company -nice!

I was woken up by my mummy super early like about 9am when i only slept at about 2am+ to help my 3rd aunt with some computer stuff. House later on - tired and i think today i really don't have the energy to do anything, but i had fun.

Got home, washed up and off to Rina's hse and i took over the wheels. It's been quite awhile since i drive i think, but it's all good. 3 more months and no more triangles =)

Busy busy day and tml too!!
i'm quite stressful now, really.
Mid-crit on friday and i'm scared of being shoot. Hearing about the things thats gonna happen really makes me even more scared. I don't wanna flung my yr 3 -.-

Sometimes, it's really good to be alone, not everytime. It's the good and bad that will be experienced. I learned!

My left knee is painful, i don't know why -.-

Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes.

today's a bad day!
thks my friends i'm fine now

sara thks for consoling me and telling me so much.
let's live our life happily =)

ern jia you k!

nobody can go back to start a new beginning,
but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS
i felt the difference & i don't like it
but what can i do?
it doesn't seems to matter now

Found this in Li Ping's blog
about me:
Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

try it =)
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx