Let's blog before 2008 comes to an end, which i want it to end quickly. It's been a busy + dull & boring year. Too many things to do, too many confusion for myself, i need to find the right one.

New year resolutions?? I don't really feel it's a day for celebration, seems like it's just yet another day that we need to pass through. There seems to be more sadness then happiness?? Being sick and no plans, staying at home to do work is also a good thing. So much to finish up by January, it's crazy.

And it's time to pick the right arrow to follow, but i still need time to think. It seems like quite a difficult decision to make?

Anyway, just hope that everyone can live through a happier life in 2009 :)

Bye 2008!
Welcome 2009!

Christmas is here & its ending, which brings on the mood for another holiday - the new year.

So, what's so good about new year?? For now, i think, it's beginning of my worst life that's going to bring an end to my poly life bah. Also, people seems to keep reminding i'm turning 20 in like 2 months time? Like so fast?? I thought i am always 18??..hehehe..

But then, holiday times, always means - spend more money time..hehe..i think i need to slp more before more things are needed to be done soon! JIA YOU, everyone :)

What could be the worst scenario?? Probably, it's predictable, probably miracle could happen? Probably, it's all fated?? or probably, u can control ur fate?

I don't know if it's true, but the pain is there. Sometimes, im really scared to find out the truth, sometimes, i just want to get ride of it. I hope i'm just thinking too much.

It doesn't matter where the credit lands, all it matter, is the agreement of everyone and settled everything with a smile on their face, not just one person.

i hope i can still preserver on...

Internet is really a trouble, MOST of the time.
Anyway, last whole week has been busy with the unit logo and until now, there isn't really a finalised one. I just feel that the guidance seems so unnecessary.

Saturday was couz kelvin's wedding with his wife, lynn. The super funny thing is when we were watching the video of them during the dinner, couz desley spotted that the parents of the bride are his army canteen uncle & aunty. We just can't stop laughing for his funny reaction. Dinner at Holiday Inn, i like the overall layout of the wedding and the food are nice :)

the stupid weather is making me sick, the feeling is so not nice

aahhhhhhhh-cchheeeewwww

Friday
Continued last bit of photoshoot for our photographer, mr ernie. And, actually nth much is done on this day, other than some unofficial discussion of some unit stuff. Not much people come as well.

Km came around evening time, then off we go to oschool for our popping. Last lesson and we really gotta absorb lots of knowledge of popping. There boogaloo and animation, each of them has many other sub-styles as well which is really alot to rmb. Ben really can talk alot..hehe..

Saturday
I had a good sleep,abt 13 hrs of sleep, i really need them..hehe..after that prepared and off to meet km, liping, yude at amkhub for lunch? dinner? at 4.30pm..haha..nvm..anyway, mos burger-ed ard 5 plus. Meet cy at yck and went to school for FB productin, poor pang cnt make it coz of chickenpox..tho we can't see him perform, we can see his effort by the props he did..hehe..my sis came over too and we'r Q'in up. Nice production =)

Back to amk again to settle down at mac for some chilling out session, many plans going thru our minds but dunno if they work.

Uploaded part II photoshoot with back scenes already. Part I is uploaded by seth, so check them out at FACEBOOK :)

Mid-crits over!!!

Wed after mid-crit stayed in sch for sometime and off to town wif some liping, km & yude. Finding my dress and also their props. Its a long day, but i watched my HK drama until quite late i tink. I still managed to get up at abt 7 plus =)

Today's mid-crit was draggy, what else can i say? Everyday, everytime is always different, life is just like that. Then, it was photoshooting time for graduation show. Shooting started since morning, so those nt involve in P5 took 1st. It really fun, hope everything comes out good for everyone ^^

Thanks make-up artist, liping. hairstylist, sihui. photographer, ernest. ^^

Left school at abt 7, then off to amk foodcourt for dinner, but i din eat cause there's dinner at home..hehe..

Little Nonhya is really a nice show :)

Last lesson for popping tml.

Handed up mid-crit ppt already but then, there's so much holes in it. I need to speak more tml.

I reached school about 10 plus today without eating and i continued rushing my ppt until i handed up without eating or drinking anything. I was kinda hungry when i reached home =p

Just now, after sara n me finish talking to mr tan, we got back to studio but evrything is closed and the door is locked. So, we gotta ask chavady to help us open. We were chatting away and packing our bag in the quite room and a phone ring suddenly sounded. Both of us were like "eh, who's phone? wira?" but he's nt in studio already. We looked around but din see anything, i swear, im really scared..hehe..

After awhile, we heard a loud 'BOO', i shouted, both of us was shocked and we saw something around the scanning area. It's BOEY!! THE SPY!!

It's really scary leh, until we got out of the studio, we were still thinking if that person is him or... ...better don't tink so much =p

I feel that today passed too quickly that i din realise the time - it's already so late!

Anyway, lets talk about my weekends.

Friday
Km & me were going to popping class but our pityful sister pang need help. He alone need to get 30 pieces of styrofoam, carry from orchard all the way back to NYP. Both of us only can help him til taxi stand, and we ended up super late for class, like 1 hr?!?! Nobody's free to help him?? he gotta rush the props the whole weekend in school and ended up with chickenpox..hehe..

Popping class was fun, learning - stopping, stop motion, slow motion, controlling the speed of fast and slow, ticking, dime stop?, strobing, box & circle glide, miming?? i think thats about that..hehe..of course with the choreo as well =)

Saturday & Sunday
I tink i stayed at home and do p5??

Monday
It's public holiday and i still have to continue doing p5, but i have relaxing time that is to go for oschool recital. Subway-ed with sh, her bf, km & me sis first and off to SP to Q up and waited for pang. Nice show and funny ending of the videos. Then, back home to rush work for today's submission. I really need a break, i doubt so i can have it. There's still so many things to rush for - bicycle, unit, portfolio, namecard etc etc.

I already have my wish for christmas, newyear, CNY, my bday..haha..it's a simple wish and kinda stupid..haha..

off to prepare my 10 years series - i'm the only 1 who'll have it =p

maybe feeling the numbness isn't as bad as what i thought.
nobody can stop an explosion when the second is ending,
what happens after that depends on individual's strength.
the after effect can be depressing, but never lose hope.

It's been quite stressful for me this few days. It seems so difficult to squeeze out the concepts & ideas - i've got a brain jam!

The stress level has really reached the tip of my head, making me feel so super duper uneasy, adding on with some stupid things going on. It really tough.

Monday, i had a great time to release stress with pang, km & cy. We went over to northpoint's xing wang for dinner and ltr on chilled out at mac. Nice company with stupid topics as well, but most are kinda meaningful. Km & me managed to rush bac to amk for our last bus =)

Tuesday is yet another day to slp ealier with the rain and today is already wednesday!!! Left with 2 more days of official confirmation for my concepts, i'm really getting so anxious to squeeze out something. No matter what happens, just hope everything will go smoothly.

I just have to fall aslp for a few hours to refresh my brain and continue with my work. All that my brain can take now is the word 'healthy'. So what comes next, i'm totally clueless now -.-

sometimes, it just makes you wanna burst out to feel better.