It's Spring Cleaning Day for my room! Actually i was forced to do so, coz my dad wanna move out my brown cupboard. Anyway, i can clean up my room and throw away alot of things. I even change my position of my bed again. It's a habit to me that once i did a super big clean up for my room, i'll surely wan a new position. Though there's only 2 position in total, it's still seems fresh each time i change =p

My dad friend came to help to install my shelfing. It's all my dad's idea, so when they din installed them properly or nicely, i'm not really happy. Acutally e shelf is alittle not str8, but to me it's just not nice and not perfect. It's my room, they want to do it for me, so do it nicely. I keep demanding them to redo, they got no choice but to redo.

I'm a little guilty for being so demanding, but if they don't redo, i'll surely be unhappy for e rest of the days in this house, or should i say this room. Actually my room now also not perfect, just that the shelf is right infront on the door, really can't take it to be tilted, even they say it's only 2mm?? it's alot i feel..hehe..that's what i learn in school, applying it to my life =p

Mid-afternoon rush off to tampines to see my aunt's performance for the SSA (Singapore Soka Assosiation) and learnt abt the religion of Nichiren Buddhism, which is praying to Gohonzyon(forget how to spell,sri =p). Actually i got to know abt this religion during one of my PT work, that aunty really got me so irritated, or should i say - frightened? It made me rush off after work and knock onto a pole. Today's understanding of the religion was great =)

I like to understand more about other religion, but i don't like someone to approach me and telling me all abt their religion in a way that they want to convert me. I respect others in their beliefs and they should also learnt to respect others, even in the way the speak and making people understand of their religion.

Some people can say it in a way that's so comfortable to listen and i like it and i will want to understand more. But some really say it in a way thats so irritating and it feels like they are trying to brain wash me?

My family, relatives, friends - all are of different kinds of religion and i'm happy that i can learn through them about them. It broadens my mindset etc. I'm fine in attending any activities of any religion, but just have me make me feel comfortable. For example today's event was quite ok..only a lil draggy, tt tym en brought me to CHC was fine too =D

Going back school tml for fedex discussion and dance tml! Sarah & Sophia going too. En & SiHui finally both can make it..hehe..good good day. Also 3rd batch people going for attachment, Happy working :)

It's been quite awhile since i last blogged, been so busy with projects etc. Everyday is either never sleep or just have a 1-2 hrs of sleep. Dozing off in bus also the time that i can nap for abt 30 mins. This kinda life gonna pause for a period of time because it's holiday! BUT, still gotta go back school occasionally for fedex project which is sort of getting no where, as many things doesn't meet the brief.

Yesterday ended our day with the submission of FDA which left with Sarah, Sara & me, we are the slow-poke. 3 of us had our meals at mac, that's my meal of the day. Both of them did get to sleep the previous night, i only manage to catch abt 1 hr of sleep. We were discussing about the theme for our unit and i really can't concentrate, my eyes just close like nobody's business.

Got back home and slept from abot 8pm til this morning 10am. But inbetween i did wake up, cause i rmb my elder sis saying she got scare by me, looking like a zombie..hehe..

but, 13 hrs of sleep doesn't help to recharge my energy fully. I went for house 2 class and about the end of the class, i can't take it anymore. I went to the back, trying to catch my breath, i know something is wrong with me. I saw en infront of me trying to talk to me but the noise are just fading away, my vision is shaking and getting unclear. I tried so hard to focus on en and keeping my eyes open. Im scared that if i close, i can't open again. It's scary! Thanks everyone =)

Actually on my way to take mrt, im in e bus day-dreaming, i nearly din alight at the stop i'm suppose to alight, luckily the bus stop again. Then on the way home, i think i fell aslp, i woke up 1 stop away and the bus again was about to move off, i quickly press the bell and alight, so embarrassing =p

Through this whole period of struggling so much for my projects, i wanna thank those who had help me in a way or another. At those point of time, i really need the help, without it, i surely can't make it. Special thanks to km for staying through the night with me to help me with my model! Presentation on 26 aug wasn't really clear in my mind and i thought i can have a good rest, but FDA came to be handed up on 29 aug. That's when it all came to a pause.

Too wordy, let me add in some pixa for this entry.
Our new studio that we'll stay in til we graduate.
The tables are small! and there's high tables too. They say i can't take that table cause of my height. >.< anyway, it's tiring to take those tables =p

Thanks KM!! You're the best! haha..

After presentation, 5 girls went over to clark quay, fisherman's wharf for lunch. I had my snow fish, nice! Walked around central then off to vivo, had ben & jerry. Pang then came over to meet us and we secretly hunt for km's present and bought it. Thanks to my big bag that can hide everything..hehe..

Thanks km again for making me awake with that electric-shock, i won't want to be sleepy again! Also, i won't go shopping not having enough sleep cause i know i'll fell anytime soon..haha..anyway, i had a great day =)

To end off again, i wanna thank all my friends & lecturers. Thanks boey for the fries, though i actually can't eat them due to my uncontrollable diarreah. It's scary staying in school til so late especially with boey around, cause he'll do anything to scare poeple! haha..

Happy Holiday people!
Still gotta be around in school, so be prepared to see my face =p
d is for denise
=D

It's been awhile since i last blogged, has been busy with P6, but some of our time in school had been wasted on helping to move to our new studio. However, i was quite reluctant to move cause of the new table which is super duper small. BUT, for the sake of new sitting partners =p

So, we spent our thursday & friday at lvl 5 and i think tml will also be using lvl 5 until e tables are all set, due to the delay of the arrival of the new tables.

I spent my saturdays with two Sara(h)s - Big Sara & Small Sarah. We went over to big sara's hse to do p6. I like sara's room! My dream room - the attic! I also like the scary glass panel of the ground that can see through to the lvl below. It's kinda scary, but the design is great :)

Today, a slacking and headache day. I really don't know what to do with my design, i felt so lost somehow. Recapping how i got inspired to get the form and all, now i feel that i don't know how to do it. I can't feel it and it feels so meaning to keep drawing. I need to find the feel~

So, tv became my point of view especially the hot topic now is the table tennis, somehow the winners are already set, but nevermind, S'pore got a silver.

AND, my msn is playing tricks on me.

AAAaaaarrrrrrrRRrHhhHHhhhhhHhh!

Sunday
Movie with rina & 8 others. Free tickets =)
Nice movie, both funny and touching which really has learning values and so real-life. It reminds me of my ah ma as well -.-

Monday
School's normal as usual with additional person today - KM! She came back to school to consult Khairul and DNO is really brain cracking. I hope she knows what to do (km if need help just ask me, i did listen so maybe i can help figure out something).

It's a bad day for me as my hp is flat since morning i think. I forgot to bring charger and no one has it. It can really be so annoying without a hp or a batt flat hp.

After school went for Daniel's HH2 with sihui and it's really tough! so much floor work and we din go dance for quite awhile, my body abit rusty. My hand got blue black and i think i sprain my right ankle, not that serious though, more practice =p

Saw senior ritz there, he took up hh1 course by fredy. Msn is good to keep in contact & gossip..hehe..

Dinner at subway with pang, km & sh, it's been quite awhile since 3 flowers and the grass meet together again..hehe..we had a great time laming around. Km ending her IA by this fri, then it'll be pang & sh's turn, but they'll be in s'pore le, no more china. Hope we still can meet up during their IA :) (sh hope you'r feeling better now)
I din listen to km advice to call home, so when i got home, my mummy & bro was like give e relieved look. They thought something happened to me, they wanted to get my friends number from my another hp, but too bad it's flat too =p Lesson learned. guilty*

Tuesday
I was late for school cause i lost my earring in my room, until now i also can't find it. I was drying my hair and my earring fly away. I'll find it back soon!

It's sacking day today! Everyone got fired! Pack and leave =) I realised from today's experienced, who are the helpful ones.
Daniel called me to inform that this sat there's no house cause he'll be having an overseas project. He doesn't sound the same in real-life and i dare not ask for confirmation cause of yesterday's experience with pang..so funny..hehe..

Sarah, Meiling & me is hardworking today, we packed our things, help people packed and we did P6! I think we were hardworking for maybe like 2-3hrs. I think that's about how our concentration can last? or should i say, that's e period where our inspiration came and off it goes after that ^^

Sarah and me set out goals for this project which we gotta finish it by 19 aug as 20, 21, 22 we gotta be at fedex again. We gotta prepare before hand for submission on 25 aug. So, by tml or thurs, we must finalise our design and start rhino'ing & do mock up. We believe we can do it with our determination & perseverance!
Jia you everyone =D

Happy Birthday Singapore
Happy Birthday Russell
Happy Birthday Chubby

I had a good sleep and wanted to sleep more but i tell myself not to, cause too much sleep will also make me tired..hehe..so is relax day today with tv, youtubing and chatting etc to filled up my day.

I think i need to rhino out the phone holder by today, cause i'll be out tml and i need to see mr soon on mon. I already run away the whole of last week. This coming week is a crucial week for me to finish up P6. I hven finish touching up my weighing scales for printing, i'll do so by today as well.

oOkays.

NDP show is not really exciting, i nearly fell asleep =p
I think nothing really interest me now, seems to be tired of everything which seems so normal and uninteresting. I need a more colourful life. It'll come soon after i finish p6 and other projects..hehe :)

It's a must blog day today cause of the date =p

Woke up like about 5.30am today by eason's wakeup-sms and another wakeup-call at 6am by sarah. It's another fedex day today and we gotta be at pasir panjang hub by 8am. We meet at habourfront and cabbed there which is quite an ulu place.

The people there are nice and i followed a courier who is about my height..haha.. =p We went to town area which let me discover new things as well. Sarah was not so lucky, for her 3 days, she alwayz got to the industrial area. Hope the next three days she can get a better place.

After that we had lunch at vivo and back to school with Sara, Sarah & Eason. We slept in the cab..hehe.. Sara and me was suppose back to sch to do rhino, but we ended up talking about other things and lead to the black-masking thing? sounds abit scary and this lead to the third eye thing. Heard the story from one of my friend who got it since he was born which made him so called autism. He had an accident during p5/p6 then it closed and he lead a more normal life til now. It's really quite a scary experience for him during that time being just a kid.

We were so tired and no mood in doing work anyway, also our topic dragged all the way til about 5pm and time to go home. I dozed off in bus today but i wake up just before i reach my stop but my eyes don't wanna open and i've to force abit open to see my environment. Then i sleep until 9pm when eunice called me to buy me dinner. She had reggae course which start today, taught by xuehui, but she went for holiday and someone took over her. Short hair de but its neither anan or gin, never see before de..hehe..nvm, seems quite fun. She did alot of isolations today.

I think this weekend should be a 'get a good rest' day for me and from mon onwards gotta chiong all the way for that 1 week. 20,21,22 gotta be at fedex again, so we got to finish before 20 and prepare for submission on 25 aug. Means i won't be able to see km dey al presenting their dno.

This morning when i was walking to the bus-stop, i saw so many students wearing red and i was wondering what occasion is it. After awhile then i realise that it's national day tomorrow! haha..time really fly so fast! But i don't feel any national day mood or whatever so. It's seems that each year this kinda celebration seems just like a normal day, moreover tml is saturday, ain't it just another saturday? It is for me, i don't feel anything.

Last time the whole Singapore seems to be filled with the celebration-mood. Now, there isn't much decoration or whatever so for any kind of ocassion like chinese new year. Okays. Nevermind. I just want a good rest..hehe..

Sometimes, people just put themselves in the first place and neglected other people's feelings. Sometimes it's their own fault and they kinda of blame it on you and it's really quite disappointing. I think i'm like that sometimes too? and i'll learn to change cause i know the feeling is not good.

Another day at FedEx but this time i took another route - suntec and i learn and understand quite alot too. Going to 2 different types of working area and style make you explore & think more. The 6 of us meet at suntec and rush back to school for presentation, but too bad its over for us. Nevermind, its over and done with. It's time to concentrate on P6 and other projects that i've put it on hold. Final-crit on 26 aug 08!

Had the FedEx group meeting, which was a nice brainstorming and learning experience by each of us. Many more things discussed which made us quite confused but things are clarified and supposed to be somehow settled at e moment. Hope everything goes will smoothly.

Bus ride home so funny, i was tired and no seat for me so i stand. I'm so tired that i doze off while standing and so my body juz let lose and i nearly fall, i did it like 2-3 times. When there's a seat i fasta get it and i dozed off, by e time i open my eyes i see e place super familiar. It's already at my stop and luckily someone did press e bell and i fasta get out of the bus. I hesitate at e bus-stop for quite awhile before moving off, cause i'm not sure if i alighted the right place =p

Tml e 6 FedEx meeting at habourfront at 7.20am, we gotta be at the paser panjang hub by 8am. Gotta sleep early today to replenish the lose sleeps for the OT'ing.
tata.

Today is the start of the fedex project and we gotta be at the changi hub by 8am, cabbed down with eason. Big sara, small sara & brenz cabbed together then khee soon & bangz der. Khairul & boey late..haha..mic gan came down for awhile too.

After some intro and tour about the routine, off we go to our own routes, each of us to a van, which started at abt 9.30am. I went to the tanjong katong, parkway area..haha..my territory(sort of) =p

So coincidentally, i meet yong quan, one of my sec sch classmate. He's an entrepreneur! He's a fedex regular customer...haha..anyway, he's quite a loner and don't really like to clique with ppl, but he can rmb me, good lor..hehe..

The whole process was quite interesting and abit tiring, especially when i only had abt 2 hours of slp cause of XMI. I end quite early about 11.30 and went over to meet eason had lunch then back to the hub. Khairul & boey seems to enjoy it alot and they are really funny acting like a student =p

We had a briefing for the next few days, though it's not a boring but funny briefing, eason & me was like dozing off. Everything end at abt 4pm and cabbed back home with eason & brenz. We gonna claim back..hehe =p

I started doing my work once i reach home and til now i still haven't got anywhere still. I am really dying with the stress, especially lacking of sleeps. My world is like spinning and shaking..hehe..if i really can't finish rhino, all i can do is to give it up. In the morning i still gotta be at fedex and back to school about 2-3pm and presentation already start. Nothing i can do, so ya. But i still wil continue til there's no time for me to do, try my best & giving it up in this way will make me feel better, at least my conscious is clear! :)

My elder sis bought two brands of facial-care products and she gave me 1! She of course give me the cheaper one lor but still thank her. I think she really see my face quite jialet already cause of everyday OT'ing at home.

Enough of rest, back to work!
KAMBATTE denise!!

That's my feeling now with super duper near deadlines and stupid software giving me problems that wasted my time and effort. It really test my patients & endurance. I keep telling myself to clam down and relax.

Now im waiting to get e setup frm km to re-install, so i can do my things. I'm really running with time and i hope that e time can stop for now for me to complete my things.

Gotta be at changi by 8am and i don't think i can get to sleep. Ytd i already chiong til 4am like that le, still, not much progress i've seen in what i've done. I still got so much to do and when help is needed, you can sense the avoid. Just gotta depend on oneself and persevere on, but my heart can't take it. It ain't feeling good.

I don't like the feeling of giving up, but now i'm really quite desperate cause the pressure is really heavy and i break down again. I just can't breath properly, hope asthma don't come.

The words said ain't helpful and is super useless! I really feel like punching people!

my hands are trembling, my head is spinning, i wanna vomit!

It is not good to be feeling stressful all the time, though the burden is real heavy, just try to put your mind at ease and just calm down a little while and everything will be good.Fedex briefing this morning is quite interesting, with bangz trying on the size of the shirt, it's big..hehe..luckily we just gonna wear e shirt, not their pants and shoes. Lecturers involve also gonna wear with us..haha..sounds fun..let's see how it goes when it starts on wed. We gonna be at fedex changi hub lastest by 8am, means waking up early!

i can't stand with the weight on my right leg, it'll be painful. Sometimes, it's seems like burning. the born is painful. big big ugly wound. i hate my clumsiness.

Time passed super fast today with everyone occupied with so many stuff to do. I'm struggling myself with xmi, soehnle & phone holder. Then, it soon bcum 6pm with the sun still bright and shine.

CS3 is playing tricks on me, cnt use them for e moment, gonna install CS2. Luckily i still have back ups =)

Gonna finish xmi by tml, OT bee again but this time gonna be tonning bee!
all the best everyone!
bb

About my wound, when my mummy saw it, she was like asking 'when did you fall?'. The fact is i din fall, i knock onto a chair, but everyone is like giving the puzzled expression - 'how can the injury be like that when you just knock onto a chair?'. How would i know the answer?

My mummy was like saying did someone or rather something pushed me? with the fact that it's e 7th month. Actually i don't quite rmb, i just know that the environment is dark and i can't see properly, most probably is due to my clumsiness. Nevermind, just be careful during this kinda month =)

Tml seems like i got 3 meetings? first thing in e morning for fedex, the other 2 is soehnle and the phone holder. Many many things to do, but i can do it, just need lots of perseverence and hardwork! All the best everyone!! Finish it up and our burden will be lesser. It's not a good thing to drag and drag. I really wanna get everything over & done with. I wished i can still have my holidae, if not i can only enjoy next year!

I'll look on e bright side that it's my last yr to enjoy all e suffering like this, so i'll just love it? =D

4th august tml - 16 more days to P6 final!

ThursdayA long draggy day in school, sara & me had squeezed dry our brain juice so we decided to take nap for 15 mins but ended up to be 30 mins. Our notice area is getting more & more!

Friday
ID06 Potluck on 1st August at Ernie's House
Almost everyone make it except for a few people. All the lecturers can't make it except for garry, but mr teo came down to pass us longans and went off. There's alot of food, overloaded. Xiao Sarah made those cute lil potatoes very cute & nice, her effort ain't wasted =)

We also had an early surprise birthday celebration for brendan. Garry's two two are still so cute and the younger one seems more 'guai' now. Big Sara was the nanny for the day..hehe..she likes kids. I was busy snapping pictures and the area is real dark, can't see probably and i knocked onto the tree trunk chair. Although it's just a knock but the injury seems like i've fell down, look quite serious for a knock =p


It's been awhile since our group meet together again for a snapshot and long chats. Happy ^^After everyone left, the few of us - seth, candice, pang, brendan, jp, km, sihui, ernie & me stayed back and clear things. We had long chats about life - school/work etc, nice catching up.

About 1am, i suppose, seth, candice and brendan left. The 6 of us continue our chats and played games, the duno wat thumb master?? The loser gotta eat the left over cake, quite fun but as time passed it became boring so we went into camwhoring etc.

About 2 plus sihui's dad came to fetch her, left the 5 of of us, cleared everything and ernie's tired. I don't dare to go home. One reason is cause too late and my area doesn't seems save, also it's 7th month. So we(jp, km & me) followed pang to his friends house. We gotta walk out of ern's place and it's so quite and no cars. We conquer the road, so we starting camwhoring.

After awhile a dog started to bake and all. The a big dog from far seems to be caming towards us or something. We got terrific, so we faster walk away. Km wanted to run but we stop her, so funny. But the dog din came towards us, JP really got me real scared that the dog will really come..hehe..
There's no cab or cars or whatever, and the four of us is standing in the middle of the road or we'e just standing by the roadside in the wulu area. Some drivers seems to be scared or something, moreover, it's the 7th month. We are real humans..hehe..

We'r at "jarett's" place - it's a road name instead of our friend jarett =p The area seems quite wulu..hehe..anyway, his house has a pool table - nice =)
He got 3 dogs - Big, Medium, Small - the medium 1very cute. We came in and he or she i duno, came to shake hand with us. I 4get the breed name.

Thanks Lenard? pang's friend(duno corect not), for his antiseptic cream for my wound. The bandage is filled with my blood. My wound looks so disgusting! It ain't just bloody, but with blue-blacks too. It's painful when water touch it, even more painful when i apply e cream/lotion >.<

We stayed there til about 7am. Pang's friend drove us outta his house area and alighted km & me at the 70 bus-stop. We took 70 home which is quite fast cause the place is quite near our area. Home sweet home and sleep all the way til 4pm. Great sleep but i got disturb in between my sleeps too.